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Greenrab3it  

on August 16 2022 at 11:53 AM Edited public

So I'm in the process of getting yet another tattoo and during the last session I had an idea hit me. Not real sure how I feel about it but I figured I would share it. Is tattooing a form of self harm. I know usually when I get a new one I'm in a certain head space and it's usually not a very good one. The past year hasn't been to good and I finally pulled the trigger on a very large piece so I was just thinking that maybe it's sort of a way to work through the issues. Just a thought that has be...  moreSo I'm in the process of getting yet another tattoo and during the last session I had an idea hit me. Not real sure how I feel about it but I figured I would share it. Is tattooing a form of self harm. I know usually when I get a new one I'm in a certain head space and it's usually not a very good one. The past year hasn't been to good and I finally pulled the trigger on a very large piece so I was just thinking that maybe it's sort of a way to work through the issues. Just a thought that has been living in my brain for a while.  

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Akiera42  

I had a conversation about this a year or so ago with an old friend. Tattooing definitely stands in as a form of SH for me. Not all of my tattoos are booked to alleviate the urge, but I have booked quite a few when I was feeling the desire to pull out my old kit. The delayed gratification helps too, because I don't have the time flexibility to do walk-ins. So I book it, I have time to change my mind if needed, usually the feelings pass to engage in SH and instead I'm left feeling excited for a b...  moreI had a conversation about this a year or so ago with an old friend. Tattooing definitely stands in as a form of SH for me. Not all of my tattoos are booked to alleviate the urge, but I have booked quite a few when I was feeling the desire to pull out my old kit. The delayed gratification helps too, because I don't have the time flexibility to do walk-ins. So I book it, I have time to change my mind if needed, usually the feelings pass to engage in SH and instead I'm left feeling excited for a beautiful or cool new piece.

And while the designs themselves don't usually hold some special meaning for me outside of digging it, the process absolutely does. It's all super ritualistic for me. My usual tattoo artist called me a fucking machine at our last appointment, because I really do just go limp and embrace the sensations. And engaging in aftercare with a new tattoo or piercing still brings that same ritual element I had in my SH practice.
 

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